Autumn knows about mine and Josh's relationship now, so I suppose I can tell everyone.
Josh and I are in love. I really care about him and I miss him so much. I can't wait to see him again and I am seriously thinking about wasting $300 to go see him. His mom loves me and wants me to go out there and work at one of the hospitals and his grandma likes me and thinks I've been a good influence on him. He even told her he loves me and wants us to spend more time together so we can really get to know eachother.
On the other hand, I feel like I've lost Autumn.
When I was talking to Mom about this (because I had to talk to somebody) we ran through all possible senarios. Basically, it comes down to the fact that when Autumn's ready, if she ever is, she'll be my friend. If not, then I hope we can still be cordial with eachother.
I love her to death and I really hope she knows this. It sucks that I can't have all the people I care about in my life at the same time.
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you wrote this at 5:45 AM? My lord.
Yeah... about that, I was up a bit late. I told you, 7am I was FINALLY out.
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